Life is playing a prank on me, is it ?
There is a reason we met, a reason for the good times, a reason for the bad times and most importantly a reason for it to end . Perhaps it's not that we are not meant to be together, but we are just not ready forever. We are still young. There are still so much for us to learn, experience and grow . Maybe your love does not belong to me anymore.
Thank you for the memories, the little surprises, the times you cooked for me, all the long phone calls we had before we sleep every night, the times you always accompany me to places oeven when you don't want to, the times where you made me smile/laugh like a little 5 year old girl, how your hand felt in mine, and the times when you made me so in love. These memories will always etched somewhere on my heart, because I treasure them. I want to remember only the happy moments . Nothing else .
You are right , we aren't compatible. "I am just an obsessive , crazy girlfriend who is also a little psychotic and not forgetting that i am very materialistic. " It's okay, one day I hope someone is going to love the real me , the me which I have always been. I know. I hope you would too. I will never ever change, because this is me . So I have decided to let go too, let go of the love we once had and to let go of you.
"Loving is wanting the person to be happy, even if it is not with you. "
I am not going to cry anymore.. If someone wants to be in your life, they would never even leave. I just want to be thankful I met and had you during a part of my life (: it's just disappointing that I cannot stand by you anymore. I wanted to .
With love,
Cindy
