Letting go of someone dear to you is hard, but holding on to someone who doesn't even feel the same is much harder. I myself know that I have been in and out of countless relationships, even my dad thinks that I "change clothes" too often. But what he doesn't know is that I will always put my heart & soul into each and every relationship. For me, I do not regret any of my past r/s. If it is good, then it is wonderful, if it isn't good, its an experience.I always try to be the perfect girlfriend, but I have never pass that test. I get overly possessive, sensitive and all. It scares the other party off. But you know what ? That's just because I love too much. Maybe if I tried hard enough, I would pass the test one day.
They always say that we have to go through a few wrong partners, because only then will we truly appreciate the right one when he/she comes. True ? I must constantly remind myself that things happen for a reason, and if it was meant to be, it wouldn't have ended. I shouldn't be sad because it is gone, I should be happy it happened. Many people are going to touch my life in different ways, some come for awhile while there are some that stay forever. Those who stay forever are ultimately the ones that count. Giving up doesn't mean I am weak, it only means that I am strong enough to let go.
You know what's sad in every break up ? Its the thought that the person whom you used to talked to everyday, will suddenly become a stranger. We used to be strangers, then we became friends, lovers, and now we are going to be strangers again. This is life.
You are right. I will always be me, Cindy Poon, I will never change. I just have to find that someone who loves me for me.
