Yesterday night , I couldn't sleep . I kept tossing and turning in my bed , thinking . Really thinking . You know the best time to reflect upon life is before you go to sleep at night.
It's sad , how the same person who made me felt special yesterday is also the same one that made me feel unwanted today . People always say, you have to go though many wrong ones before you learn how to appreciate the right one . Well, then I think I haven't found the right one. Because if I did , why doesn't he feel as appreciated as he thinks he should ?
I know we girls think alot, we get emotional and unpredictable. We mind fuck ourselves over and over again . It's like they build a roller coaster in our head. But all we really want is something very simple , to be love by the one we love and to be reassured. Why don't the guys see it ? They just get angry, think that we girls are acting like some crazy bitch and all things negative . Men are from Mars, women are from Venus .
No one is going to love you forever . Forever never last, it's a fantasy. it's a dream that can never come true. And no matter how much you wish and pray that this one time forever will last, it won't. Because he will change his mind eventually.
Come what may. Maybe this is why people hold on tight to memories , because they are the only thing that doesn't change, when all else does.
With love,
Cindy
